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pull me away from reality...
Tuesday, August 19, 2008, 7:55 PM

There are times, I wish that I could escape reality. In a blink of an eye everything will be alright, but sad to say life isn't just that easy. There are moments that I want to give up but I can't because I'm afraid of regrets. In the past two months, I tried to cherish every single day because I know it is my last year in high school. But maybe the so-called POWER we have as a Senior students has an equivalent PRESSURE that slow getting into us. I can say, that I did survive the anxiety of the first quarter, from adjusting to my new teachers to the late nights spent to finished the last minute requirements for the quarter. All the pressure and exhaustion made me vulnerable, which proved that I'm still a child in spite of the responsibilities that I have. I'm still a little girl who needs to cry when her heart can't handle the chaos of this world.

On Thursday, another year will be added to my life. People keep on bugging and asking me what I want for my birthday. I am not really wishing for any material thing for my birthday. I'm saving my wishes of my tita Ednie, who was diagnose with lung cancer, and all I want is the people around to be happy. If that two wishes come true, my sixteenth birthday will be really sweet. I'll have a slumber party for my friends this Saturday and I hope they can come.

One thing that adds to the pressure of being a senior student is the College entrance tests. I took the UPCAT and USTET. UPCAT is soooo hard. USTET is not that hard (I'm not bragging or something okay, those things are just my opinion). So let's just wait and see if I passed or not. I'm keeping my fingers cross that I pass even just one entrance test.

So I've abandoned my poor blog for the past weeks because of Sabayan Pagbigkas practices, and due to my other student-duties. Plus I decided to return to my ballet class, it's hard but I know I still have the passion for it. I just need time to get in shape. That is my UPDATE. It is short and full of nonsense thoughts of a crazy girl.




3 Comments:

jamie! kaya mo yan! naka survive na tayo ng tatlong taon eh. KAYA YAN!-tan

By Anonymous Anonymous, at August 19, 2008 at 9:22 PM  

yep. kaya niyo yan. Just enjoy! don't lilo & sh*t. Besides, Senior year's the best year in HS, and not to mention the "Senior power" that you have! :D

By Anonymous Anonymous, at August 26, 2008 at 5:22 PM  

yep. kaya niyo yan. Just enjoy! don't lilo & sh*t. Besides, Senior year's the best year in HS, and not to mention the "Senior power" that you have! :D

By Anonymous Anonymous, at August 26, 2008 at 5:22 PM  

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