blast to the past

"You can make your whole body numb,
but you can still feel pain caused by your fragile heart"

School: Friday is officially my favorite day, okay aside from Wednesday and weekends. We had our first swimming class yesterday. It was freaking cold. We also had our first club meeting. So I joined Nucleus Society again, I'm a member of that club since my frosh year. Believe it or not, I was held as the president. The voting and nomination is such a joke time for all of us. I know they will impeach me sooner or later. Ohwell, I guess it is my chance to give service to my club. BTW, we have a new moderator, Ms. Castillegeo [is the spelling correct?], since Ms. Toledo left SPCPq for a better job that will suit her intelligence. She way too good for St. Paul, though I really miss her.
Tooth: I finished had a tooth extraction yesterday. Well, I didn't feel any pain during the procedure because half of my mouth was numbed. But since the anesthesia has faded, my mouth is hurting like hell.

Tears: I cried my self to sleep last night. So since my mouth hurts, I had the reason to cry; to pour out the sadness I'm feeling for quite sometime now.

Sorry for a very random post.. We have a make up class for Mandarin today. So I'm going to leave a mandarin word for all of you, zai jian!

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the favorite cube of my life...hehehe

Well, I don't know what I'm doing here; when I have so many quizzes and tons of assignments to do. It's been only 3 weeks since the school year started but it feels like ages. I thought that senior life is just easy breezy, but I proved that it was just a theory; especially when you belong to POF classes [talking about Biochem and Physics]. The pressure rate is twice. School is not the only thing that is bugging me; the future is adding stress and fear in my life. And when I say future, it means college application forms. I already passed my UP form, processing my Ateneo form, then I'm gonna get my La Salle form next week. Who knew that answering a mere piece of paper can bring that much anxiety and exhaustion in your system.

Enough of my boring and mundane school life. Lately it is like I'm in this roller coaster ride, when I reach the cloud nine and there is this adrenaline rush in my veins; then suddenly there's a force pulling me down in the dump site of misery. Is this what you call paranoia or just merely the effect of stress? Well, I just hope I can step on the brakes of this roller coaster, because honestly I'm kinda scared in this ride..

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Happy Birthday to my sexy and beautiful mother!!!

It's my mama's birthday, so we just finished eating a feast. I'm just sad because mac and cheese isn't in the menu :) But it's really nice to spend the end of the day with our family, they really know how to put a smile on my face after a not-so-pleasant day at school.

Mama asking our birthday wishes for her..
Ate Jessa: I wish that you will grow wiser.. [nosebleed]..
Kuya Nico: I wish a good health for this year and throughout your life, and continue inspiring others..[internal hemorrhage]
Jamie: Uhm [thinking really hard for what else is left for me to say].. uhm.. ma, sana yumaman ka na para makapasok ako sa Ateneo..joke lng..Be a man for others..
Mama: Wala kang baon bukas...hahaha..lol..

share ko lng..

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Yesterday was my first time to go to an outing with my new found family, the YFC-STBC. It was super super fun, even though the sun toast our skins and the water was close to its boiling point. But at the end of the day all the energy we released was worth it because we all had a blast. I love YFC!!! Why? 1) I feel closer to God when I'm with them. 2) I met new friends. 3) Super saya silang kasama!!! I have more reasons but I'm too lazy to type them all.

I went home really tired last night from our outing, so I wasn't able to wake up early for our Pampanga trip. So they left me here in the house alone..huhuhu... At least I got the chance to work on my new layout [I'll post it tomorrow].

A day more to go before I become a Senior!!..

BTW, happy birthday again to my friends Ber and Deb...

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My table has been like a dump site from quite sometime. Oh well, I've got to admit that I became a sloth over the summer. And I think that's a good reason for me not to feel anxious for the upcoming back to school drama. Okay maybe there is still a little excitement because I just finished covering my books and notebooks with acetate, and mind you that cutting, folding, and taping are just some of the thousand talents that I don't possess. But I tried my best to covered it neatly as possible, and I even asked the help of Mr. Orion to be really sure that I cut the acetate as straight as I can. So quilified na ba ako sa pagiging OC?? uhmm, I guess not because minsan lang naman akong maging ganito. I prefer doing things in a rush. So maybe I'm still not satisfied with my long hibernation, but I'm now starting to tighten the loosen screws in my head, by browsing the 3000 worth books [books that will be use for the school year], and believe or not I'm answering my UPCAT reviewer from Academic Gateway [review center that I enrolled]. Grabe, every single words are foreign to me, okay maybe I'm exaggerating, maybe some words are out of this world especially in the math part. Okay, maybe after all Ate Jessa was right that I'm really a geek. Normally I deny it because I do those things for me not to get bored. I'm beauty and geek..haha..joke lang.. I guess the momentum is starting to build up, and I was wrong, maybe I'm really looking forward for my last year in high school all summer. Excited man o tinatamad pa, wala naman talaga tayong magagawa kasi papasok at papasok rin naman tayo kasi wala na tayong pera kailangan na ng ALLOWANCE..hahaha..apir tayo dyan. I just realized that I had abandonted my blog for a long long time and I missed putting my thoughts into a decent writing. So feel the last breeze of the summer!!! By the way, I finally update my multiply site here.

Tags... I'll answer these tags now because I'm sure na tatamarin na ako next time..

Bariz: type 10 of any word that starts with a letter "P" and explain why you came up with that word/name/thing/whatever.

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.

B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people. ~~People who are tagged will be blessed and their wishes will come true in the future.~~ I'm not a believer of luck, I only believe in fate...and this is just for fun...so I'm not tagging anybody..

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school..tooth...and..tears... Saturday, June 28, 2008, 9:36 AM doodle it..let's doodle it..my "artwork" during our Filipino class "You can make your whole body numb, but you can still feel pain caused by your fragile heart" School: Friday is officially my favorite day, okay aside from Wednesday and weekends. We had our first swimming class yesterday. It was freaking cold. We also had our first club meeting. So I joined Nucleus Society again, I'm a member of that club since my frosh year. Believe it or not, I was held as the president. The voting and nomination is such a joke time for all of us. I know they will impeach me sooner or later. Ohwell, I guess it is my chance to give service to my club. BTW, we have a new moderator, Ms. Castillegeo [is the spelling correct?], since Ms. Toledo left SPCPq for a better job that will suit her intelligence. She way too good for St. Paul, though I really miss her. Tooth: I finished had a tooth extraction yesterday. Well, I didn't feel any pain during the procedure because half of my mouth was numbed. But since the anesthesia has faded, my mouth is hurting like hell. Tears: I cried my self to sleep last night. So since my mouth hurts, I had the reason to cry; to pour out the sadness I'm feeling for quite sometime now. Sorry for a very random post.. We have a make up class for Mandarin today. So I'm going to leave a mandarin word for all of you, zai jian! 0 Comments: Post a Comment the x cube of my senior life... Wednesday, June 25, 2008, 6:08 PM the favorite cube of my life...hehehe Well, I don't know what I'm doing here; when I have so many quizzes and tons of assignments to do. It's been only 3 weeks since the school year started but it feels like ages. I thought that senior life is just easy breezy, but I proved that it was just a theory; especially when you belong to POF classes [talking about Biochem and Physics]. The pressure rate is twice. School is not the only thing that is bugging me; the future is adding stress and fear in my life. And when I say future, it means college application forms. I already passed my UP form, processing my Ateneo form, then I'm gonna get my La Salle form next week. Who knew that answering a mere piece of paper can bring that much anxiety and exhaustion in your system. Enough of my boring and mundane school life. Lately it is like I'm in this roller coaster ride, when I reach the cloud nine and there is this adrenaline rush in my veins; then suddenly there's a force pulling me down in the dump site of misery. Is this what you call paranoia or just merely the effect of stress? Well, I just hope I can step on the brakes of this roller coaster, because honestly I'm kinda scared in this ride.. 1 Comments: Bongggaa, President! :) mwahmwah By ceejae, at June 29, 2008 at 2:57 PM Post a Comment first things first.. Tuesday, June 17, 2008, 7:33 PM Happy Birthday to my sexy and beautiful mother!!! It's my mama's birthday, so we just finished eating a feast. I'm just sad because mac and cheese isn't in the menu :) But it's really nice to spend the end of the day with our family, they really know how to put a smile on my face after a not-so-pleasant day at school. Mama asking our birthday wishes for her.. Ate Jessa: I wish that you will grow wiser.. [nosebleed].. Kuya Nico: I wish a good health for this year and throughout your life, and continue inspiring others..[internal hemorrhage] Jamie: Uhm [thinking really hard for what else is left for me to say].. uhm.. ma, sana yumaman ka na para makapasok ako sa Ateneo..joke lng..Be a man for others.. Mama: Wala kang baon bukas...hahaha..lol.. share ko lng.. Actually this day suck!! Imagine 3 hours of science subject, a draining afternoon plus I think, I flunk my first quizzes in Biochemistry and Physics. Ohwell, there's a hundred more quizzes lying ahead of me, so marami pang akong chance bumawi...bye.. 0 Comments: Post a Comment never thought I miss the cold so much.. Monday, June 16, 2008, 5:52 PM I missed the rain; I hate warm weather because I hate sweating and being wasted. So God over heard my wish so He gave me rain...haha. Thank you Papa God. By the way, Belated HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to all fathers out there. I became busy during the weekend because our assignments are piled up, plus I have a college application form that should be pass before Wednesday. I'm so busy and caught up by a lot of things right now. And I shouldn't be blogging at this moment but I'm too tired to start my assignmentsss; I know it's not a valid reason but my muscles are really worn out by the exhaustion cause by a day of purely school work. So I guess, I deserve a few minutes of rest. My long weekend.. Friday=Ate Jessa and I, had the metro experience of our lives. We took a ride from the MRT1 and 2 to the LRT 1 and 2, name all the land transportation means we have here in our country; we tried all of it. It was totally a blast, my first ever road trip. But after the day, I think I accumulate all the pollution in the metro; not wonder there's an increasing rate of lung cancer victims. We went to Ateneo de Manila University to get a application form, so here's "the Ateneo way". I just hope I can pass the ACET [in my dreams]. Saturday= Our supposed to be UP trip but turns out to be a pigging out trip at Trinoma. I just wished that Yao Ming can donate a few inches of his height to me!! 0 Comments: Post a Comment screw the registrar!!! Friday, June 13, 2008, 7:55 AM I know Ber and Jill will agree to my title. The master plan today is ate Jessa will give me a campus tour to DLSU [her beloved school], then we will submit my UP form, and go to UST and ADMU [my dream school, hey it's just a dream]. But the registrar said that my form isn't there in the office, the question is where the heck is my UP form?! I was really pissed yesterday, but I'm fine now because ate Jessa said that we can go on with the plan, and just scratch the UP part. Yehey!! By the way, look at this my sister won something from Ateneo de Manila University.. I'm so proud..hehehe.. bye. I'm too lazy to type my thoughts. 0 Comments: Post a Comment meeting my expection.. Tuesday, June 10, 2008, 10:28 PM Kala ko pa petiks petiks lang tayo ngayon... -Nikki Dargantes So here's my First day as a Senior... Surprisingly I woke up late this morning, so I doubled my time because my service will pick me up at 6 am. I arrived at school at 6.30; of course there's the hugging and the i-miss-you-moments between my friends and my classmates. But the first thing I did was to confirm my section, so I belong to IV- St. Helena under... Ms. Pepito [my ~~terror~~ strict THE teacher when I was in my freshie year]. It's the first day but we already have a flag ceremony at the ground, and as usual Sr. Angel [our Directress] had her first day speech. She keep on calling the attention of the Juniors and all along I thought the she was pertaining to my batch, but when I came to my senses that I just realized that I'm officially a Senior student..hahaha.. Okay let's pass forward during the first hours of my in my morning class. Ms. Pepito laid down the two house rules 1) discipline and 2) cleanliness. After she arranged us by alphabetical order, I was shock that she's mentioning Dollar versus Phil. Economy ectera, ectera . So I kept on asking my seat mate, what subject we were suppose to be having, and we were 100% sure that it is not Economics. So we spend an hour discussing our current Economic level our country, and to top it all up she gave us a loooooong assignment. So the rest of the day was spend for meeting of our other teachers. I'll tell more next time because my mom is already reminding me that I'm pass my bedtime. BTW today is the 1st birthday of my blog. Good night!! 0 Comments: Post a Comment sChOOL.. Monday, June 9, 2008, 6:41 PM Last day of the summer!!! And finally changed my summer layout... I'm gonna miss being lazy and doing nothing. It is time to be responsible again. I will definitely miss the warmth of summer!! My Summer Checklist!!! No classes..no quizzes, assignments, project...pressure-free days..[I'm gonna miss those days] Review...even though the sessions are quite boring I really had fun because of my classmates [shout out to Bebeng, Abs, Dandan and Sofia]..I just hope I'll pass the college entrance tests. YFC.. From the camp to the outing and the covenant orientation, I had a blast from all of it. I don't regrets that I joined this organization. I love my new brothers and sisters. Visit our multiply site HERE. UAAP classics... It was the replay of the best UAAP basketball games. So for a basketball fan like me, this show was heaven-sent. And besides I might end up studying at one of those school. Birthdays... Birthdays are always adjacent to yummy food, and I think it was the culprit of my weight gaining. Trip to South... I just realized that all the provinces I visited this summer are all in the south like Laguna, Batangas and Quezon province. American Idol... Season 7 is my favorite season of AI, and the battle of the Davids was classic. I'm glad that David Cook reign supreme during the finals. [Go David's]. Season Finales... The Season Finales of my favorite series are aired during the summer. The Gossip Girl finale is so pissing because Chuck and Blair didn't end up together, then the OTH finale was so short that left me hanging and wanting more. At least both series has another season. Bonding time with my relatives.. Summer is the only time [aside from Christmas], that I have to catch up with my cousins. Even though they always tease me, it's okay because I love all of them..hehehe..ma-touch naman sana sila.. THE ME TIME... During the summer had "the me time" that I don't get during the school year. I finally finished some of the books I bought last year. I have a lot of time to do what I want without worrying about school works.. So another school year will start tomorrow, so expect me to rant about whines about the schools etcheteraetchetera..good night everyone. We all need wake up early tomorrow. 0 Comments: Post a Comment the last splash of summer.. Sunday, June 8, 2008, 1:44 PM Click here for more pictures Yesterday was my first time to go to an outing with my new found family, the YFC-STBC. It was super super fun, even though the sun toast our skins and the water was close to its boiling point. But at the end of the day all the energy we released was worth it because we all had a blast. I love YFC!!! Why? 1) I feel closer to God when I'm with them. 2) I met new friends. 3) Super saya silang kasama!!! I have more reasons but I'm too lazy to type them all. I went home really tired last night from our outing, so I wasn't able to wake up early for our Pampanga trip. So they left me here in the house alone..huhuhu... At least I got the chance to work on my new layout [I'll post it tomorrow]. A day more to go before I become a Senior!!.. BTW, happy birthday again to my friends Ber and Deb... 0 Comments: Post a Comment Thursday, June 5, 2008, 3:12 PM 4 days to go before June 10, and we all know what will happen that day. So this week has been so busy... Monday- update my cyber homes.. multiply, friendster and blogger, then when to the mall for last minute school shopping.. Tuesday- morning: bonding with my sisters while watching TV..afternoon: went to Taft to get a haircut.. Wednesday- submitted my UP form at St. Paul, then went to MOA for Ber's birthday celebration.. Happy Birthday Bernadette Hao Marquez!! Thank you... Thrusday (today)- I went to Academic Gateway at BF to get another reviewer for UPCAT. [para namang a-answeran ko un.. Tinatamad akong mag-blog next time na lang.. 0 Comments: Post a Comment enough isn't really sufficient... Monday, June 2, 2008, 1:25 PM My table has been like a dump site from quite sometime. Oh well, I've got to admit that I became a sloth over the summer. And I think that's a good reason for me not to feel anxious for the upcoming back to school drama. Okay maybe there is still a little excitement because I just finished covering my books and notebooks with acetate, and mind you that cutting, folding, and taping are just some of the thousand talents that I don't possess. But I tried my best to covered it neatly as possible, and I even asked the help of Mr. Orion to be really sure that I cut the acetate as straight as I can. So quilified na ba ako sa pagiging OC?? uhmm, I guess not because minsan lang naman akong maging ganito. I prefer doing things in a rush. So maybe I'm still not satisfied with my long hibernation, but I'm now starting to tighten the loosen screws in my head, by browsing the 3000 worth books [books that will be use for the school year], and believe or not I'm answering my UPCAT reviewer from Academic Gateway [review center that I enrolled]. Grabe, every single words are foreign to me, okay maybe I'm exaggerating, maybe some words are out of this world especially in the math part. Okay, maybe after all Ate Jessa was right that I'm really a geek. Normally I deny it because I do those things for me not to get bored. I'm beauty and geek..haha..joke lang.. I guess the momentum is starting to build up, and I was wrong, maybe I'm really looking forward for my last year in high school all summer. Excited man o tinatamad pa, wala naman talaga tayong magagawa kasi papasok at papasok rin naman tayo kasi wala na tayong pera kailangan na ng ALLOWANCE..hahaha..apir tayo dyan. I just realized that I had abandonted my blog for a long long time and I missed putting my thoughts into a decent writing. So feel the last breeze of the summer!!! By the way, I finally update my multiply site here. last bonding time with my cousins.. Last minute summer to do's... a new layout... After I gather my lost creavity juices, I promise to come up with a new layout... finish answering my UPCAT reviewer...God help me!! Kulitin si Papa na i-install na ung Router...I'm dying to make our house a hotspot.. last minute shopping, I still need to buy a strudy black shoes that will last for a school year.. Finish watching Prison Break... I recommend this series, sobrang ganda... Tags... I'll answer these tags now because I'm sure na tatamarin na ako next time.. I got tagged by Bariz and Ida.. Bariz: type 10 of any word that starts with a letter "P" and explain why you came up with that word/name/thing/whatever. Paper...save the Tree, conserve papers. So stop doodling in papers...I recommend MS Paint or Adobe Photoshop to channel your aritistic capabilties... Pancakes...I love having pancakes for breakfast, but I will choose between pancakes or waffles...I preffer waffles..hehehe.. Panda...a joke from my cousin Cedric...Ano daw ang pangarap ng mga Panda?? E di, magkaroon ng colored na picture..weeeeeh..corny b?? Bumenta kasi sa akin 'to eh... Popcorn...My favorite movie snacks.. Phantom of the Opera...this movie is cool...but I never had a chance to start and finish this movie...I always catch it during the middle of the story line.. Peers..I miss my friends... Photoshop...I spend my days browsing over photoshop...I'm not an expert in using this program but I know the basics... Philippines...Sabi nga sa talk ni Ate Tin during the Convenant Orientation, We should proud to be Pinoy...So express your Filipino spirit and vote for our nominees namely Chocolate Hills, Mayon Volcano, Tubbataha Reef and Puerto Princesa Subterranean River..vote now Pops...I'm eating Nestle PoPs... a vanilla Ice Cream coated in chocolate...so it's worth trying.. Paalam na...wala na akong maisip eh.. tagged by Ida. Game Rules: A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse. B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people. ~~People who are tagged will be blessed and their wishes will come true in the future.~~ I'm not a believer of luck, I only believe in fate...and this is just for fun...so I'm not tagging anybody.. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?..uhm..I thought of a better question since that question doesn't apply to me...If your FRIEND betrayed you, what will your reaction be??.. What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?.. hook him up with somebody else who deserves him more... If you are Britney Spears for a whole day, what would you do?..I'll have a concert, because I'm tone deaf and I have graggy voice. So it will be my chance to sing my throat out.. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?..the question is, Do you know what lies ahead of you?? What's your ideal lover like?.. I don't want to be detailed...not a smoker..is a plus plus point for me.. What is happiness for you?..if it reach to the point that there are tears flowing down to your face because you can't contain the burst of happy you feel.. How would you want to die?..while sleeping..hehehe..so my body will not experience trauma or anything.. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?..yup..being broke..I need my ALLOWANCE!!! What do you want most in life?..secret, it's between me and God..hehehe.. Is being tagged fun?.uhm..it makes you think..but this tag is so loooooong..so I just gonna answer 10 question..and this me the 10th so it's over... Got to go..bibili na kami ng black shoes..bye.. 0 Comments: Post a Comment